Father, please FORGIVE them [Lenten Retreat Reflection]
As His hand and feet being nailed to the cross, despite His agony and the painful moment; He cried "Abba, forgive them.. for they do not know, what they are doing." He continued cried it out loud I cannot hold my tears and the feeling in my heart was so intense that i could scream "WHAT HAVE I DONE.. WHAT HAVE I DONE.. ??" The sound of His prayer was touching my heart to my soul.. even deeper.. When He said [to Dismas] ; "Amen, I say to you that even now you will be with Me in paradise!" .. and SMILE .. i realize, what actually makes You very happy.. and for some reason, you ARE happy and all the loving sacrifices feeling worth at that special moment.. [that moment is when Your thirst has been satisfied.. thirst to be thirsted] O My good LORD, how can i make you happy when all my doing is just so evil .. i am a sinful being .. yet, You don't ask for a big and super sacrifice from me. Teach me O Lord, how to satisfy Your hung...