..Brokedown..
.. i am broken .. .. i am hurt .. .. i feel lonely in this mess .. .. i am nobody .. .. i am lost .. .. i lost my grip to eternal life .. .. i don't deserve .. .. i am nothing .. .. my heart sings a silent cry .. .. my sadness is shouting deep inside me .. .. i can't put away these tears of mine .. .. i am lost .. .. i don't know who i am .. .. it is truly hard when you don't know who you are .. .. it is mostly hurt when you don't even know who is God .. .. i am shattered .. .. i know but i do not understand .. .. this feeling is hurting and killing me inside .. .. i am struggling to make a way for my soul .. .. BUT .. .. i realize that there is nothing i can do without Him .. .. i really want to know .. .. what am i doing here? .. .. what should i learn from this mistake? .. .. why does it feel empty inside me .. .. why does it hurt so much .. .. what should i do .. .. O Lord .. .. heal my broken heart .. .. i am